JOY BOY

So, it turns out,
three of the boys I fucked
back in high school
have come out
as homosexual
which, if I’m being honest,
makes me really anxious.

If having sex with me
was enough to turn three
hot blooded American straighties
what does that say?
Do I turn boys to gay men?
What is wrong with me?

I am very uncomfortable
with this turn of events
am anxious about my activities
and am afraid
– sp very afraid –
of what this portends.