I would like
to die in my knees.
Please
can you appease
this desire?
I require
a quick death
before then lingering effects
of whatever I have
stops me from living
the way I wish.

And I wish
to live well
for the while still afforded to me.
I want to be in curious positions
on uneven surfaces
and exploring whatever I can
with whatever I’ve got.

I want to experiment.
I want to explore.
I want to do what’s possible
with you
on all fours
until I expire.
Help me, please
to die on my knees.