God,
this is something I never do.
I have asked you for nothing
for some number of years now
and offered nothing in return.
But now
in this moment,
I need help.
I need your help.
I don’t know what I can provide you,
almighty,
but you want it?
You got it.

In return,
give me strength.
Grant me integrity I have not earned.
Help me be the man
I always hoped to be
for I am so sorely tempted now
and don’t know how
i will ever overcome.

This is an honest prayer, God.
Please
let me not get caught
peering at her cleavage again.
It is like the sun
best viewed from a distance
through sunglasses
and with no one smacking me
for the shameful thoughts in my head
and in my eyes
and on my lips.

She has so many wonderful traits
and I wish to know all of them
but I will never get the far
if I cannot look her in the eye.
Make me strong, God,
and let me me be mighty enough
to not stare at her tits.