Monthly Archives: February 2016

I wish I knew you better. I wish I’d acted better. I wish I gambled less or at least was a better bettor. I tried. I dared. I failed and lost it all – down to the letter. I wish… … Continue reading →

I’ve found the newer you. She’s younger blonder prettier and healthier. She’s smart and vibrant – like you used to be and she’s willing to do so many things that you won’t like dance til dawn make love in moonlight … Continue reading →

You say it’s not my fault that you don’t blame me but I don’t believe you. I think you’re lying – maybe to yourself but you’re mad as hell and you’re not gonna take it anymore. I think you’re quietly … Continue reading →

The love in this room is palpable, as is the sorrow. We miss you – all of us. You may not return anytime soon but still you’re with us at least a little bit. If you can remember us as … Continue reading →

I’ve been a bad boyfriend and a bad friend. I’ve been sad when joy was required and hid generosity when that was all you deserved. I served you but poorly in every way I can consider. I don’t think I’ll … Continue reading →

If I knew it was the last time I was going to see you I probably would have cursed a lot less. Had I known they were the last words you’d hear from me, I might not have used “cunt” … Continue reading →

There are no bells no announcers or judges. No one watches intentionally as we continue our war of attrition. We are pain-staking and -stricken. We keep our distance emotionally physically even electronically. We pace racing to opposing corners. We chase … Continue reading →

Afterward she glanced at my bare nipple and chuckled, “Ooh, I just know you’re going to break my heart.” Which got me hard – so we started up again. I was so pleased but I should’ve been pissing myself with … Continue reading →

If you’ve got nothing to say why bother striving to say it? God knows there are enough of them out there stuttering out their idiotic ideas seeking an audience who cares. If you’ve got writer’s block or simply a difficulty … Continue reading →

I think I have decided that it is in my best interest to hate you rather than the option I had previously been subscribed to these last few months. In your presence in your sphere – a choice currently unavailable … Continue reading →