Monthly Archives: February 2016

It was foolish. I was frightened. I should never have left such important words escape my fingers into my phone out through a text for you to read. So few letters, with so much meaning. Twenty five hours those ten … Continue reading →

Being myself hasn’t worked nor has being sweet. Kindness and generosity and wit have done me no good nor jealousy or prayer. So I have worn the muscle T I’ve shaved my head I have grown the van dyke you … Continue reading →

You don’t have to prove anything to me. There’s no need for you to try to earn my trust. I don’t trust you but I don’t trust anyone and that doesn’t have much to do with you and after all … Continue reading →

I figured it out. The song – the one that was playing in high school on the radio in the auditorium when you handed me an earbud and we both listened slowly grooving and we both said that we loved … Continue reading →

Thank you for this pain. Thank you for the torture. Thank you for this experience, this humiliation that allows me the chance to become something more. If not for you and these past nineteen months I would be stuck. I … Continue reading →

You need to stop thinking stop intellectualizing stop pondering calculating theorizing… You need to get out of your head and feel a little! You have to – and this is really important here – you have to find a way … Continue reading →

Once I knew a girl or should I say, she once knew me? She saw something in me something good and just someone who could please her someone she could have loved. She was a warrior princess a hero who … Continue reading →

I think I know what’s happening. I have a strong feeling about what this is. This is a rare thing. Normally I doubt myself. More: I have spent several decades avoiding my instincts tamping down my gut looking for concrete … Continue reading →

In darkness past midnight I sometimes wake screaming eyes popped wide as I worry that I am daily becoming Dave. This is not who I thought I’d be growing up in Manhattan. I thought that I would become someone unique … Continue reading →

I’m on the road that we took – once. I’ve driven it dozens of times but now I can’t think of this path without thinking of you. You’ve taken ownership of so much that once was solely mine. So many … Continue reading →