I just want to go back to sleep.
I just want to unremember this day.
I just want to crawl into my own stomach
stuffed with so much crap for so very long
and feel the comfort of complete coverage.
I just want to be gone
to be away
to forget
and return to something
more peaceful
more perfect
more placental.

I just want to get over it
to not have to google happiness
to be reminded of what it is.
I want to figure shit out
but I’m not even sure what shit it is
that requires figuring.

I want out.
I want in
into something better.
I want to be between
the sheets.
I just want to sleep.