I had a present for you
and a special place to go.
I had enthusiasm
and a fresh shave
and a lucky shirt
I hadn’t worn in quite some time.

I was prepared.
I was excited.
I was giddy
and it didn’t work out.
Something came up,
I understand.
I know how the world works
and how priorities trump me.

I just want you to know
I was prepared
and I had presents
– but that’s all in the past.