Monthly Archives: June 2016

I have a horrible fear of moths. Their fluttering hovering forms in the darkness tortured my childhood time after time instilling nightmares night after night until I figured out how to install screens. I remember this demon creature once perching … Continue reading →

I read the ops today. Oh joy. In yet another attack against a killer I read that there are many things that kill like guns. I read that knives and hammers and sex all kill. I suppose you could add … Continue reading →

It’s been two thirds of a year since you left and I feel I should miss you more than I do. I mean I know you’re gone and I wish it weren’t so but I don’t regret that much how … Continue reading →

Sometimes I wish I believed that I had life-and-death faith in things larger than myself – though at my weight there is precious little larger than myself. Still if I were one to accept things sight unseen if cynicism wasn’t … Continue reading →

"When you have exhausted everything else how many times can you return to the same river to replenish yourself? Eventually won’t you be unable to find anything fresh? How long will it take you to become empty of what you … Continue reading →

You had a dog. I had a dong. They didn’t get along those two and you preferred one to the other so we parted. The dog was young but that was fifteen years back so maybe you and your mutt … Continue reading →

Your friends on Facebook are pretty hot. Do you know them? Can you share them? Are they people you could introduce me to I R L? They seem really smart. What’s your secret? Can you show me how to post … Continue reading →

I can’t do it. Try as I might however bravely I go forward I won’t be able to finish in time to get the grade that will allow me to go on. This is the end. I’ve reached the razor’s … Continue reading →

I have learned something important today something I did not know before or if I did I clearly forgot it and have violently rediscovered just now. Perhaps it was a blocked memory some revelation I have absorbed on many earlier … Continue reading →

I don’t want to make too big a deal out of this but I think I’ve done something good and I deserve a lollipop. Where’s my fucking lollipop? I have not raped a single girl in this last week. I … Continue reading →