I really wanted to talk to you some more
and I really wish I hadn’t left
and I’m really sorry I lost the chance
to spend more time with you.
I regret how I messed things up
– really.

I really enjoyed the moments we had
and I really look forward
to doing it again
and I really reallyreally hope it’ll happen sooner
and I really hope I’m not being a freak
right now with you
for real.

I’m really excited for what comes next
and I’m really worried how much I care
and I’m really interested in your reactions
to me
and my behavior
and my offers of friendship
and anything else
you might consider accepting.

(breathe in)
I’m,
I’m really glad we had this time
to talk.