It only occurs to me now
that she came to my show.
A show that I was really excited
for her to see.
Where she could see me
in my element;
me being free
me acting foolishly
me grinning happily
me dancing haplessly
me me me me me!

She saw it.

On the other hand
it only occurs to me now
when she came to my show
a show I was really excited
for her to see,
she saw me:
me unguarded
me untamed
me being crass,
being an ass
being first to be fast
to be last to be late
to be dated and dastardly,
bated and bastardly.
It was a bad scene
in which to be me
and she saw it all.

Of course, it only occurred to me now.

I wonder what occurred to her then?