I understand she was victimized
many years’ ago.

I understand many were
so fucking many.

I understand I was unable to help at the time
I understand that vengeance is not mine to enact
even if I knew how.

I don’t understand how to help
or how to bring up helping.
I don’t know if bringing it up
is tearing at a scar.

I don’t know what to do.

Nothing has proven the best option.

Nothing
seems like a bad fucking option.