It was strange to feel stupid
in class for those moments.
After understanding everything up until then
to suddenly just lose all comprehension
and draw a blank
so quickly,
it was strange, like I said
(am I repeating myself?)
– but fun for a minute.
I was able to out-of-body it
for a little while,
just relax into the idiocy
of incomprehension
and then begin
to put ideas together again.
It was all very weird
like a mini
mini-mini-mini-stroke occurred
and completely ended
over the course of seven minutes.
I didn’t fully understand everything from the class
at the end of it
so maybe I’m still stupid
but I’m getting better.