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All Appreciation #888

Thank you for this pain. Thank you for the torture. Thank you for this experience, this humiliation that allows me the chance to become something more. If not for you and these past nineteen months I would be stuck. I … Continue reading

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Legs, Fingers

You need to stop thinking stop intellectualizing stop pondering calculating theorizing… You need to get out of your head and feel a little! You have to – and this is really important here – you have to find a way … Continue reading

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Norwegian Won’t

Once I knew a girl or should I say, she once knew me? She saw something in me something good and just someone who could please her someone she could have loved. She was a warrior princess a hero who … Continue reading

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Answers to Nothing

I think I know what’s happening. I have a strong feeling about what this is. This is a rare thing. Normally I doubt myself. More: I have spent several decades avoiding my instincts tamping down my gut looking for concrete … Continue reading

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Deathly Afraid of Being Dave

In darkness past midnight I sometimes wake screaming eyes popped wide as I worry that I am daily becoming Dave. This is not who I thought I’d be growing up in Manhattan. I thought that I would become someone unique … Continue reading

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Long Dusty Road

I’m on the road that we took – once. I’ve driven it dozens of times but now I can’t think of this path without thinking of you. You’ve taken ownership of so much that once was solely mine. So many … Continue reading

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Words

I think I told you the other day that all my poems were going to be about you but I’m pretty sure that was a lie. I’ve been trying to compose in your honor to your image about our past … Continue reading

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80 Seconds

Hey. I talked it over with my girlfriend and believe it or not she says it’s all right if I sleep with you. She’s open minded and is fine with an open relationship – so long as she gets a … Continue reading

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By Tailored Hand

Once I had a tie. I had a place to wear it I had a lady to help me put it on and a maid to clean it when necessary. I had a shirt bespoke by tailored hand and cuff … Continue reading

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Days Like This 3

It’s on days like this that I think of you most: all the red and pink and the hearts and flowers and stuffed unicorns and candy corns and… all the sugar. Everyone is so saccharine to each other on days … Continue reading

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