Ineffable? Miraculous?
How nice of you to think so.

Was God in the needle
in the bullet
in the noose?
Was there a decision
involved in poisoning that river?
What greater power
chose the time and place of earthquakes.

I do not accept a greater being
who could be so petty,
so cruel.
If there is a thing
wondrous enough to create
all that we are
than how could it be so crappy
at the follow through?

What good is free will
if something opts to fuck with it
and us
at every opportunity?
How could a almighty entity
be such an asshole?

I defy it.
I deny that God.
I would rather the universe
be awful and accidental
than accept that someone has willed
all this shit into existence.