I am broken.
I am beaten.
I am imbecilic
and embarrassed
and embalmed
in that I am petrified
by all that has occurred
and all what might.

I was abused
and burnt
and buttressed by bottom-feeder logic
but now I have
come out the other side,
I hope.

I am hurting still
continuing through some emotional hell
but some day, hope shall come
from some heaven-sent source
and then
or sometime soon after
I shall be healed.