and what if it all works out?

Just take that in
for a second,
that slight possibility
that every chance you failed to take
every opportunity lost
every door unopened
or broken promise…

What if all the mistakes
and even roads not taken
what if they led you down the primrose path?
What if all your bad works
took you to heaven?

What would that mean?
What would that do?
What do I deserve
if it works out for me
after all that I have done
to absolutely not earn it?

What then?