The place you took me
that one time?
I haven’t been able to find it.
I’ve been looking for it
a lot, but
I’ve had no success, really.
Was it on a corner?
Did that outside seating
have its own exit?
I’m at a loss.

I’ve been using
all my boy detective skills
but it hasn’t gotten me any closer
to any conclusions.
Had I only paid with a credit card
or left behind breadcrumbs
or spent time looking at something other than you
or had fucking asked for your number
this would be a lot easier.
I might already be in that place
– it was a bar, right?

Anyway,
I might be close right now
but I can’t be sure.
I wish I could ask you about it, but
you know.

Maybe around the next corner…